So some changes have already taken place between Master and myself...It's interesting to see Him taking an even more Dominant position in our relationship. The other night He came home from work and as instructed I had His regular pants and my collar laying out on the bed for Him waiting. He changed and called me to Tower before Him to place my collar around my neck for the outing He said we were going on. I'd never really seen Him like that, I swear it was like dominance was oozing from every pore! It was nuts. So we went to Cirillas and He picked out a new toy for my training and a cool blindfold. Back story a little here...We broke the last toy we had been using for anal training. Master loves anal and I have only done it once without much warm-up thanks to my first jackass Master. So I was a little hesitant to do much but after some coaxing from Him I really enjoyed it. Well, as stated we broke the first one several weeks ago and He finally decided that enough was enough and He was buying a new one. So we got the new one and did our best to give the girl at the counter some good places to go for information.

Well we played with the new toy that night and it was fuckin fantastic! *drools* It vibrates like fucking crazy! The blindfold really helped me to let go I think...Like when He finally told me to come, I did it. I've never been able to do that before without asking...He just said and it happened. It was definately amazing. And then a few days ago He grabbed my old leash along with one of the chains from my bondage pants and tied it tp the lower leg of the bed on my side. So now at night when I go to bed He wraps the chain around my ankle and clips it to itself. I feel secure and safe with that chain against my skin. I love it. He was even suprised when I chained myself when He forgot last night. Even when we're just hanging out sometimes I'll put the chain on, it helps ground me and it's really peaceful to have that constant reminder of what I am.

And on that note, I think I'm going to leave this topic for now and write something a little more serious.
Peace and light